It's been so long and if blogspot was my pet, it would be dead by now with flies buzzing around it. I have totally not been taking care of my blog. I had the busiest week of my life. My life ranges from not more than 5 hours sleep, 8 hours rehearsals, and the remaining hours spent either on application forms and post offices or just over at Aliyah's doing revue stuffs with Aliyah and Puff.
Med Revue has been going pretty well. I am in love with my cast. It sounds so biased but they are not only enthusiastic and talented people but they are so eager and trustworthy. Whenever execs have to give them speeches on things, they not only listen but also absorb things. I guess me and the execs are just really lucky to have a really good cast.
Yesterday, I missed more than half of the rehearsal cos I was busy doing my PR application and when I got back, Aliyah told me how the cast was worried if I have submitted my application on time or not. As I was eating lunch, I felt so sick in my stomach just foreseeing the pain I would have to go through once revue is over. I'll miss them so much. I'll never have this revue life again. As a director, it's true watching a 'baby' grow, which is of course the show. But, I guess, just like a mother who's about to give birth to a child, a child would never be perfectly birthed if it wasn't for a good doctor or a nurse. I guess the cast would be one of those factors that would make my baby awesome. And by saying that, I can also state that it's OUR baby and not just Puff's, Aliyah's or mine.
The Rege hangout with the casties made me feel like shit today. Just cos I was back to being on my own and I kinda miss the whole presence of 40 people around me. I miss their loud interruptions while I'm showing them dance moves; them policing each other during sketch blocks; them asking me things with their eager eyes and enthusiastic spirits.
At the same time, doing this revue has also made me realize how some people (who I thought I would never be friends with) are actually cool. And of course amazingly, how some 'close' friends can be useless and quite selfish towards me.
All in all, I am quite excited for the show
but at the same time, preparing myself for the withdrawal
Med Revue has been going pretty well. I am in love with my cast. It sounds so biased but they are not only enthusiastic and talented people but they are so eager and trustworthy. Whenever execs have to give them speeches on things, they not only listen but also absorb things. I guess me and the execs are just really lucky to have a really good cast.
Yesterday, I missed more than half of the rehearsal cos I was busy doing my PR application and when I got back, Aliyah told me how the cast was worried if I have submitted my application on time or not. As I was eating lunch, I felt so sick in my stomach just foreseeing the pain I would have to go through once revue is over. I'll miss them so much. I'll never have this revue life again. As a director, it's true watching a 'baby' grow, which is of course the show. But, I guess, just like a mother who's about to give birth to a child, a child would never be perfectly birthed if it wasn't for a good doctor or a nurse. I guess the cast would be one of those factors that would make my baby awesome. And by saying that, I can also state that it's OUR baby and not just Puff's, Aliyah's or mine.
The Rege hangout with the casties made me feel like shit today. Just cos I was back to being on my own and I kinda miss the whole presence of 40 people around me. I miss their loud interruptions while I'm showing them dance moves; them policing each other during sketch blocks; them asking me things with their eager eyes and enthusiastic spirits.
At the same time, doing this revue has also made me realize how some people (who I thought I would never be friends with) are actually cool. And of course amazingly, how some 'close' friends can be useless and quite selfish towards me.
All in all, I am quite excited for the show
but at the same time, preparing myself for the withdrawal
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