
I would somehow like to view today as a change and I guess being 27 is a big deal for someone like me, who's kinda getting scared each and everyday of the fact that i'm nearing the thirties. It's a good compliment to get when people say I look younger than my age but it's also a slap in the face to kinda think whether I am growing gracefully or failing miserably at being somewhat mature or at least a bit decent enough to be my own age. You see, the thing is, when I'm around people my age, I kinda get shy and kinda embarrassed at the fact that I keep thinking they're much older than me. God, I even treat Ness like my big sister when she should be my wee little sister. Ah well, I am enjoying it anyways. So, this wah has not been successful and too easy to not actually dramatize about.
SO, the big question here is "why did I change my blog addy?". Well, first of all, I've seen vinnie's blog and kinda like the fact that you can actually modify shit with blogspot whereas livejournal's a bit of a pain and messy when it comes to trying to modify. Plus, I figured that whoever reads my blog should take the effort to actually bookmark it and read it as an effort as opposed to just clicking friends on livejournal. I mean, who would want readers who just browse through friends and see you bitching about them or your friends? I mean, if they take the effort to view your blog by bookmarking it, you, at least, have the right to say "dude, I never asked you to bookmark my page, man" and get off easily and blame him/her for being curious or just plain inquisitive in the first place when/if they don't like what they see on your blog.
Work was awesome today by the way. Leah and I killed it. The whole shop looked clean at the end of the day and both of us enjoyed each other's company as opposed to just being there for the sake of it. Leah is still awesome! It's good to know that she's still cool and all that despite the stress and workload she must be under. When she was asked to become the manager of the store, I did worry about her being or getting all stressed out and all bossy cos she's naturally a can't stand bullshit type who knows her shit enough to be bossy to others. Stubborn just like me as well. So, as the saying goes, it takes one to know one and I guess I was just worried she'd turn out to be someone I wouldn't wanna have to fake myself with. But thank life in general, she's a pretty cool manager. She does act a bit all that in front of the newbies but with me today, she was much of a dirt bag as well as I was.
La Mancha fundraising was on tonight. I was in no mood to go and I was about to pike if only it had not been Ness's arranging. I mean, come on, what are friends for, right? I guess I was right to go. I saw a lot of friends there. James D, Char Char, Moff Moff, Cecile, Andrew L, Scott, Derek, Thew, Markyboo, Nessyboo, Lachie, Rachel J, Matt H and the rest of la mancha crew. As you all know, I like attention though I do not really try that hard to get it. I mean, I do things to attract attention but I wouldn't go beyond my way to grab it. But, someone shouted out happy birthday to me and this was followed by people either buying me drinks or talking more to me. It was ever better when Amy started singing Happy Birthday. This was at the rege so the attention was quite full on and though it was half embarrassing, I kinda love the fact that the cast members gave a shit about me. People keep coming in and out. Like the circus crowd joined in later. Of course, this means I get to see Robbie(Robyn H) and Juicy(Alex J). German Dave was there as well. Well, Kevin(Kevin O) was there as well with his buddies and he did make a cameo appearance while we were having a blast.
Speaking of which, Kevin's leaving tomorrow. I know I dont know him that well and I didn't really have time to kinda get to know him much but I guess when you have stayed in bed with a friend for three days/nights, you kinda get close to him. No, he is straight and we didn't do anything. I've kinda semi turned enough straight guys gay during the camp. Jesus would not like me for it. Yeah, just that I'll be alone on my own in my room again I guess since he's leaving for Michigan tomorrow at 6pm. I guess I will miss him after all though to be honest, I did not get to know him much.
Bon voyage, Kevin dude! You've been a cool friend!
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