Inner- Connections

It's so funny when you are submitting an application form for an English exam, which you know you would do well but would have to do it for immigration purpose, and the person who serves you at the counter speaks really funny English. I'm sure she speaks good English but she has that total either Thai or Vietnamese accent and it just made me smile whenever I talked to her. She pronounced my name right though and she served me pretty well. Maybe it was because I was not one of those people she had to repeat things to. I cannot be too cocky about this exam though. I have to ace it in order to be qualified for the PR application.

While I was waiting for my receipt, some chick beside me was talking on her phone and she mentioned the name of one of the guys I've dated before. At that moment she mentioned his name, I gulped and for some reason, for the rest of the day, I kept thinking of him. Now, I am totally happy with where I am at the moment and kinda lazing off the whole 'single' factor and just happy to be around my friends. Everything's changing around me and it's so exciting. But that ONE SECOND... just that one second.... it just takes one mention of his name to kinda semi-sulk my day up.

I don't know... am I still into him? Why do I still think of him? He's got a boyfriend now and he and I are friends who rarely catch up but always have a blast when/if we do.

Ok, to make things more scary, he messaged me on msn saying 'I miss you'.....

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!