Now WHAT!!!!

Some music albums have this ONE SONG that is major good and you start buying the whole album and realize how shit it is but some albums have the worst singles released but as soon as you listen to the album, there are so many good tracks in it that makes you go 'Why weren't they singles?'.

Yeah, that was quite random since while I was writing that down, I was listening to Justin Nozuka and I noticed his other songs suck ass.

So yes, one of my very close friends, Spraypaint, checked on my blog and read the entry about CuteCreation. Spraypaint guessed correctly right away. The thing here is... CuteCreation has caused me conflicts. These are my thoughts when he's concerned.

1. I like him

as in I have a huge crush on him. maybe the fact that we didn't get to know each other kinda prolong the atmosphere of 'mystery' between us and that somehow might have tickled my 'intrigue' veins.

2. I don't know him

I hardly even know what he's like, what he is or who he is. I've heard about his past and knows that he and I have a lot of 'good' mutual friends, except for some one or two dickweeds, which is of course natural in any types of relationship between two people.

3. I don't like me

Yeah, I hate the fact that I'm gushing over this gay boy in uni. What the fuck am I doing? I normally don't really find anyone from uni since the only gay boys in uni kinda disgust me. I DO NOT hate them. They're just plain weird. You have three types; one who wants to be so different from others, one who is so bitter about his own kind and one who is learning to be gay in such a try hard way. Three of them screams the same thing :TRY HARD. I just want someone who's comfortable with themselves and those who has been here and there and know how to be 'normal'. Being gay is normal if you think of it. Plus, I'm OUT OF UNI. I don't wanna have to do anything with it. Med Revue's my final straw.

4. I can't stop thinking

Yes, he's always on my mind. Which is SO WEIRD.

5. He doesn't know me.

Yeah, I've been talking like he knows me. He might not even know me. P.S. he might not even like me. I'm extroverted and just loud. He seems like a nice quiet mommy's boy.

So, here I am... wanting to rest my case but do I have a say in this decision?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Bic Runga was right... my head IS battling with my heart and my logic has been torn apart... urgh

Music: The Cardigans - Love fool