I once dated this dude called Louie. Funny, yeah? Even funnier I'm actually using real names. Well, I would call this a proper relationship but then again, we only lasted for a month. Why? Cos I got bored. It just came to a point where Louie and I were mostly just talking to each other on the phone. nothing more, nothing less. Go out and eat. Not even that much sex for some reason. I think Craig's turning into me(back then).
I've been a bit of a failure when it comes to making him feel special. But I guess it's according to the way I've matured and also the fact that I know I'll be with him forever. Somehow, I've stopped being attentive to him. The fact that we both were busy the past few weeks made it worse for me to be as expressive as I used to be. I guess he has a point when he questioned my feelings towards him at the moment.
The truth is I've never stopped loving him but then again, I have somehow lost that ability to make him feel special. It's the stress around me I guess but then I'm not a big fan of making excuses. All I could do is just stare at the screen and wish this man knows how much I love him....
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