I've come to realize how much of a bubble I've created in life. I've been so stubborn with my choice. My only enemy is realism. I have gone against what's real. It works at first but somehow I have lost grip of things and I just don't know if I'm capable and the worst thing is the fact that I feel so lonely. It's always been the case.
Some people look up to me for being so strong at times with what I've chosen in life and with my reactions towards bad shit that's been thrown my way. They gave me this impression that I seem to cope well. Maybe I might be good at it. Some people wonder sometimes why I've been single for so long. I guess love is my weakness and I just don't know why it keeps getting me down.
Why do others find it so easy to love others? Don't they have jealousy? Don't they have issues? Don't they have a grey area. I just feel like it's always been a white or black for me when it comes to love. Right or wrong. I am not good with negotiations and my intentions backfire with a lot of backlashes.
I guess I'm sick of it all.....
Why do we need love anyways?
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