Hanging out with my best friends was painful.. only cos we all know deep inside that we're gonna be away one day. It's like the whole 'high school graduation' thing over again. People growing up, having their own little lives to worry about and going off to some places bla bla bla...
I used to joke around with Alex, Ali, Jen, Zhe and the gang about how our lives are like a TV seriess and as I was bussing home tonight, I smiled at myself thinking.. so this is yet another cliffhanger at the last part of a season and this is where they kill off my character... which means I'll have to get out of this TV series, possibly because I'll be working on other projects. So, yes, Hein went back to his country. So, the series is still going on but without me. I kinda like the thought of making a return one day.. like Shanon Doherty did for Beverly Hills 90210.
It's a mixture of two types of feelings to be honest. It's quite exciting since we all have our own lives to explore at the moment, search for things in life and just to prosper and then meet again one day... and then there's this other doubt where you're not sure when you'll get to meet them again and the fact that you will surely miss them.
Ah well, like I've written on twitter... once you have a package in your life, you have to just accept the drama and adapt to it. No use crying over something that you're not sure of.
So, there'll be few seasons without me in it... when I'll make a return, no one knows :D
I used to joke around with Alex, Ali, Jen, Zhe and the gang about how our lives are like a TV seriess and as I was bussing home tonight, I smiled at myself thinking.. so this is yet another cliffhanger at the last part of a season and this is where they kill off my character... which means I'll have to get out of this TV series, possibly because I'll be working on other projects. So, yes, Hein went back to his country. So, the series is still going on but without me. I kinda like the thought of making a return one day.. like Shanon Doherty did for Beverly Hills 90210.
It's a mixture of two types of feelings to be honest. It's quite exciting since we all have our own lives to explore at the moment, search for things in life and just to prosper and then meet again one day... and then there's this other doubt where you're not sure when you'll get to meet them again and the fact that you will surely miss them.
Ah well, like I've written on twitter... once you have a package in your life, you have to just accept the drama and adapt to it. No use crying over something that you're not sure of.
So, there'll be few seasons without me in it... when I'll make a return, no one knows :D
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