I hate day offs. I've blogged about it some other time ago about how I hate day offs. It makes me think and it makes me feel like I'm this one impossible jerk of a person who's been daydreaming with positive energy. Like, I found out today how I've been hanging on the fact that I'm gonna start my life again in Sydney and I would just finish this job and not do anything and just work on my album. But after staying at home during an off day, I noticed how that is actually impossible to stay at home without work. I think I've come to this conclusion that my grandparents and I are not on the same wavelength anymore. They both ask too much questions and they both get worried sick easy.
I mean, it's true we all have to be patient with our elders but how can I help it anymore if I get this treatment while I'm having a day off. I thought a day off was something to cool us down.
Then, I thought about Craig. How I've been so looking forward to meet him soon. I mean...how soon is soon!!!! I don't know that. I noticed how he's been kinda getting impatient with me and I can't really blame him for that. Well, I wouldn't say impatient but I guess he's been so unhappy on his own without me there. I just feel like I'm letting people on and making this ideal dream that I don't know would happen or not!!!!
Urgh I hate day offs!!!
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