Strong Craig

I've never asked for this and I've never expected this. Last night, I went out to 50 street and got TOTALLY smashed I got home at around 4am on a weekday. Then I went to work half sleepy. Then, I told Craig about everything. Actually, I sent him an email yesterday asking him if he's sure he wants me for the rest of his life. I mean, does he have that feeling too? I guess I just ahte leading people on when I'm not sure of when I'm getting there. The truth is I love Craig a lot and I can see forever with him and he's mentioned it a couple of times the same. But, we're dealing with time here and at times like these when I'm too weak to be strong for him I guess I just completely had to do something about it.

I was kinda impressed with his response though. He seemed so sure and he just seemed so strong. It's not everyday that I see him this strong. I'm not saying he's weak but I've never shown him that side of me where I would whinge and pout and sulk. He told me he would be there for me and I guess that was all I needed to hear from him.

I don't really care what I'm feeling anymore but I'm at least assured that Craig won't be that affected by the fact that we both don't know when I'm getting back to Sydney.

He's done the right thing!!! Strong person is what I need in my life at the moment!!!