Sunday, September 21, 2008

Reflection

To make things worse..... Brad(the army guy) emailed me.. for some reason, and I think this is the reason why he's been quiet, he said he's going to Peru with his 'soul mate' and leaving the army or something.. wow things change a lot eh... and there goes our trip to burma and the possibility of me giving him a movie date lol..

This thing don't really fuck me up much anyway cos I do respect Brad and I wasn't expecting anything from him... but the fact that some soldier in Kuwait can maintain a firm 'soul mate' whilst there makes me more sick of people here in general who don't even know the real vaue of belonging to one another... shame on them really

his email is interesting though...

...Heine - good to hear from you, it has indeed been awhile since we last exchanged emails. It is unfortunate to hear however that the very essence of your note is one of sadness and distress. I would hate to hear that you would allow an outside force to affect you so deeply. I can only assume that this temporary feeling of cynicism stems from a singular incident/person. If that is indeed the case, you must remember that your uniqueness, which you strive so hard to maintain, is the very cause of your frustration. Society in general shuns that which it does not understand and you my friend choose to stay socially elusive ergo, you are the cause of your own misfortune. Don't take this in a way that is insulting, as I certainly don't mean to imbue such a sense. Instead, merely take a step back to fully understand that everyone creates the exact way in which s/he is treated by anyone and everyone that crosses his/her path ;)

Despite the fact that he spelt my name wrong, he's got a point.. I DO have to take a deep breath.....

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