I have this habit where I start hyperventilating(correct spelling?) and I have to be calmed down or else I get dizzy. When that happens, I could feel the sudden rush of blood to my head, I think, cos it's all warm and fizzy in my brain. Then, I start to breathe real fast and I start to lose sight and it would come to the point where I have to sit down. This rarely happens by the way and the last time it happened to me was when I was really angry with my folks and while improvising my third and last suicide attempt, since it wasn't planned.
It happened today...
Pathetic as you might say, but it all happened cos a frog was on my feet. Seriously, amphibians are born to be afraid and extra alert about any big moving creatures and I swear that little son of a bitch have no rights to rest on my feet. I thought it was a dry leaf and this was like 7pm at night so I saw this little blur image of a brown piece on my foot. Then I shook my foot and there goes that dumbass amphibian hopping away like it was gonna get killed by me. I jumped and I have to say I was proud of myself for NOT shrieking high pitched. Right after the mud filled mass of acne skin jumped off my feet, I breathed so fast and just stood there for a few seconds. Then I could see it hovering around my feet and that started to scare me more. So, I ran away and nearly hit the door. Yes, You have to open the door before you get through it. How was I to think especially after the bad breath fly eating dumov skipped happily around my feet. God!!! I wonder if he has days like these.
On a happier note, the producer that I talked to *let's call him the PRO*. Pro has finally contacted my grandma. I mean, yes I know I wanna do this showbiz thing on my own but my ex manager was my grandma and she knows the drill way more than I do. So, I let them talk. Apparently, he wants me to write a whole album of English songs for me and four other girls. Hmm interesting. It's like a gay boy and four other girls singing their asses off in English in an album. Well, my response to that was why not. I don't really wanna release my own CD as yet since it's too early to go woo hey look who's back, especially after five years of my absence. So, a mixed album sounds great. Now, writing songs for the other four ladies. Oh god... speak of feminine songs. I wonder what those ladies would end up being like. Hopefully not too fobbish.
And now I'll need to choose which songs I wanna sing as well.. tough decision.. when I have like 50 of them.
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