If you're ever thinking there's nothing wrong with me, you're totally wrong. Despite the fact that I'm pretty happy where I am for the time being, I have a lot of worries. After a week of settling down in Burma, I'm beginning to worry about work. What if I don't get any jobs? I did give my CV to UN. God, I hate abbreviations. It always reminds me of how Paris Hilton addresses to the losing contestants in her show. "I'm sorry we cannot be BFF and I really don't wanna say this but I'll have to say TTYL to you". It's like 'go suck a miracle stick that'll make you grow up and more intelligent'.
It's nearing the exam date and I don't know why but I feel a bit nervous and a bit scared. It's crazy but at the same time, an exam IS an exam. So, I'm a bit scared about the exam. I read some of the past years' papers and some of them has some really fucked up topics. Like GLOBALISATION or ALZEIMER. Like wtf.... Like my tutor said, everyone can pass IELTS test BUT it's not all about your english efficiency but also the race against time. I'm a bit hopeless with time. I hate rushing and I panic more than I actually should. So, yeah.. boo to that..
Apart from these things, I'm OK... just a bit impatient today for some reason
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