If today was made into a movie, it would be full of awkward silence. The whole day was just full of awkward silence it was hardly easy to steal a breather.
- JajaMan had two outings, lunch and dinner as his farewell. I kinda felt sorry for him since it wasn’t necessary to actually make someone give that MUCH feasts before he leaves, especially when he cried uncontrollably during his farewell speech. I’m not good with criers. All I could do was just watch him and kinda felt soft and sorry for him. He is a good man after all.
- BooMan called me and most of the phone call was entirely filled with him feeling bad that he could not help me out anymore. A quarter of me was finding it hard to actually solve this problem without BooMan’s help, even though I had a bit of Plan B in my head, but three forth of me was more concerned about how upset BooMan would be after he hung up. So, yes, my awkward panic just disappeared.
- I still find it hard to hang out with Maltesers since she’s been on this guilt tripping spree. Whatever she said to me has been just semi-aimed at me. It all started from me feeling annoyed at her for assuming that I had an issue with her drunkness. First, it was cute to actually tell her the truth that I wasn’t bothered and I was just telling the truth. But it gets worse as she started to assume that her intuitive skills are A plus and that she knows me better than anything. Past few days she had just indirectly having a go at me with smart remarks like ‘you shouldn’t keep your negative feelings inside’ or ‘there’s a good and bad part to a friend’. The actual truth is I am just annoyed at how negative she is towards SUCH a small thing. The truth is I just want to hang out with other people on my own. I never even hated or disliked her. Just find it so awkward to hang out with her since she would just keep on indirectly guilt tripping me like crazy.
- SitarBro’s farewell speech for JajaMan was just awkward. There is a good way to look at it but I didn’t know he was going to be that direct about it. It seems like he didn’t want JajaMan to leave and the dinner felt awkward as well, given we weren’t really sure who was gonna pay for who and what was gonna happen.
The highlight came after the dinner when I decided to go home and leave the national staffs of UNHabitat at a karaoke but as it turned out, I ended up singing with them. The girl who used to sit on my seat in my office, MissMyanmar, and I finally met and we just hit it off. I love her. She could make such a good friend. It’s been a while since I had some positive energied friends around me.
- JajaMan had two outings, lunch and dinner as his farewell. I kinda felt sorry for him since it wasn’t necessary to actually make someone give that MUCH feasts before he leaves, especially when he cried uncontrollably during his farewell speech. I’m not good with criers. All I could do was just watch him and kinda felt soft and sorry for him. He is a good man after all.
- BooMan called me and most of the phone call was entirely filled with him feeling bad that he could not help me out anymore. A quarter of me was finding it hard to actually solve this problem without BooMan’s help, even though I had a bit of Plan B in my head, but three forth of me was more concerned about how upset BooMan would be after he hung up. So, yes, my awkward panic just disappeared.
- I still find it hard to hang out with Maltesers since she’s been on this guilt tripping spree. Whatever she said to me has been just semi-aimed at me. It all started from me feeling annoyed at her for assuming that I had an issue with her drunkness. First, it was cute to actually tell her the truth that I wasn’t bothered and I was just telling the truth. But it gets worse as she started to assume that her intuitive skills are A plus and that she knows me better than anything. Past few days she had just indirectly having a go at me with smart remarks like ‘you shouldn’t keep your negative feelings inside’ or ‘there’s a good and bad part to a friend’. The actual truth is I am just annoyed at how negative she is towards SUCH a small thing. The truth is I just want to hang out with other people on my own. I never even hated or disliked her. Just find it so awkward to hang out with her since she would just keep on indirectly guilt tripping me like crazy.
- SitarBro’s farewell speech for JajaMan was just awkward. There is a good way to look at it but I didn’t know he was going to be that direct about it. It seems like he didn’t want JajaMan to leave and the dinner felt awkward as well, given we weren’t really sure who was gonna pay for who and what was gonna happen.
The highlight came after the dinner when I decided to go home and leave the national staffs of UNHabitat at a karaoke but as it turned out, I ended up singing with them. The girl who used to sit on my seat in my office, MissMyanmar, and I finally met and we just hit it off. I love her. She could make such a good friend. It’s been a while since I had some positive energied friends around me.
Listening to: Erykah Badu - Window seat
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