I just knew it was too early to say life’s all good. It’s after every self reflected lessons learnt session I have with myself that I know something bad is bound to happen.
My music mixer loves my album and it kinda rocked when he said he loves doing my album for me and that he doesn’t get bored. I’m back with my husband once again. I got new gay friends in Myanmar, where I feel pretty much accepted. My grandparents, mom and sis know about this. I work in UN. I have friends who would do things for me like iCandy, who would spend time emailing me to motivate me to come work out, BigSis, who never hesitates to help me out and a couple more which would take the whole of Mozilla page to mention.
Of course, every good thing comes with a challenge. As much as I like to say I want to be able to learn how to get through hard times, it kinda really drenches me when it actually happens.
In addition to my UN work, where I’m basically asked to do a lot of things at once by the whole of UNHabitat department, which is actually cool, my music career which eats up my evenings, my gym workout routine which wastes two hours each and every day, a diet routine where I crave for junk food, a boyfriend who I want to keep him happy which isn’t a hard work but quite time consuming, I have two drawbacks. Now, I’m in charge of calling lawyers up to end my sister’s marriage and I’m also involved in handling financial shit to help out my mom.
It’s my dream to be able to come home everyday and lean back and watch movies. It’s my dream to be able to have internet at home. It’s my dream to be able to not have to talk with a lot of people to achieve what I want. But I guess it’s my destiny to use as much internet as I can during work, finishing work, making BooMan happy and keeping in touch with other people. I guess it’s my destiny to avoid spending a lot of money so I could pay off my mom’s debt while keeping my body fit. I guess it’s my destiny to squeeze in two hours of my everyday time to negotiate and talk to people and get things done.
iCandy once told me every good things come with a sacrifice. I guess this was what he meant. I can’t fail mentally this time. It’s now or never that I’ll be able to confront fixing problems, be it mine or others.
My music mixer loves my album and it kinda rocked when he said he loves doing my album for me and that he doesn’t get bored. I’m back with my husband once again. I got new gay friends in Myanmar, where I feel pretty much accepted. My grandparents, mom and sis know about this. I work in UN. I have friends who would do things for me like iCandy, who would spend time emailing me to motivate me to come work out, BigSis, who never hesitates to help me out and a couple more which would take the whole of Mozilla page to mention.
Of course, every good thing comes with a challenge. As much as I like to say I want to be able to learn how to get through hard times, it kinda really drenches me when it actually happens.
In addition to my UN work, where I’m basically asked to do a lot of things at once by the whole of UNHabitat department, which is actually cool, my music career which eats up my evenings, my gym workout routine which wastes two hours each and every day, a diet routine where I crave for junk food, a boyfriend who I want to keep him happy which isn’t a hard work but quite time consuming, I have two drawbacks. Now, I’m in charge of calling lawyers up to end my sister’s marriage and I’m also involved in handling financial shit to help out my mom.
It’s my dream to be able to come home everyday and lean back and watch movies. It’s my dream to be able to have internet at home. It’s my dream to be able to not have to talk with a lot of people to achieve what I want. But I guess it’s my destiny to use as much internet as I can during work, finishing work, making BooMan happy and keeping in touch with other people. I guess it’s my destiny to avoid spending a lot of money so I could pay off my mom’s debt while keeping my body fit. I guess it’s my destiny to squeeze in two hours of my everyday time to negotiate and talk to people and get things done.
iCandy once told me every good things come with a sacrifice. I guess this was what he meant. I can’t fail mentally this time. It’s now or never that I’ll be able to confront fixing problems, be it mine or others.
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