Thursday, September 23, 2010

Origin: to beyond... and back

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Everything has its origin. Buddhism stated we were born into this world alone and we shall leave alone. A force cannot be created nor destroyed. You can never change a person. The end is a new beginning. There is a reason why the word ‘loop’ was ever invented.

My other blog stated how KP and I became friends. What I missed out was our trio. KP and I met Steve and hung out with him. After I left for Australia, KP and Steve became best of friends. I got back here and found out those two were on weed three forth of the times I met them.

I have always wanted to be either a VJ or a DJ. Like my sister would look in the mirror and act as if her reflection was her patient and ended up talking alone at a young age, I, admittedly, talked to myself while watching MTV during my teenage phase. I imagined I was the person in charge of presenting the playlist.

I have always loved my grandparents since birth.

These are a few examples of the contents which added up to a scenario tonight. KP admitted he quit weed. Was tough but he did it. I stared at him blankly and I did notice a huge difference in him. He’s been talking to me lots lately, hanging out with me and for once, he’s embracing his surroundings. I went to KP’s house for my pilot DJ show recording. Unlike live radio booth elsewhere, Myanmar’s radio is not recorded live, which I think is due to restrictions in contents of what could be said. For the pilot episode, KP chose the songs but it was pretty much talked out with me before.

Supergrass – Mansize Rooster
Red Hot Chilli Peppers – Roadtrippin
Richard Cheese – Creep
Amy Winehouse – Rehab
Sugababes – About you now
Billy Talent – Surrender

He was impressed and he and I talked about the video he was going to direct for one of my songs. He called it the ‘psychadelic’ flow, which channels Bjork in a way. Weird yet message-driven. It’s me in white costume with a black background, with eyeliners, beating drums, going on rollercoasters, drinking blue drinks and Chinese dragon dance in the background. Sounds insane but very arty. I just hope it comes out nice. On our way home, KP and I sang to our favorite Green Day album, well it was more like his.. Dookie, while mine was Nimrod. We reminisced. I was glad my friend was once again weed clean and pretty much happy. Steve and I are still in touch. DoubleA and I are best friends as before.

It seems like everything’s gone back to place the way I left off before I went to Sydney. Everything that has changed during my five years stay in Sydney has finally adapted to my surrounding once again. The album that KP and I worked on before I left has somehow become a music video he’s directing for me and a radio show which he produces and I host.

Now, this makes me wonder…. Am I ready to go back to Sydney yet? Maybe after my album.. maybe..

Listening to: Eminem - Love the way you lie (feat. Rihanna) Photobucket

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