Sunday, November 1, 2009

I'm A Different Person... turn my World Around!!!

A friend lost, a habit ended, a job extended, a job promoted, new duties given, a career worth reviving, new workmates, old workmates, good friends gone, promises given, new courage gained, old friends reconciled, new friends found, new popularity gained, unpredictable betrayals, unexpected encouragements, lost words, gained knowledge...

the month of October had been fast yet pretty eventful. It's kinda sad to see the whole thing go by so fast and now that I see myself situated with a new surrounding, also with a new feeling and an outlook on things. I've gone so bored of life in general but quite scared about my future.

Today was a good day spent. Spent some time at the office in the morning, then went to my mom's house and took my sis to our favorite "Kyay O"(burmese noodle soup) shop. It was great to be with my sister and just chilled. Then, I went to the hospital where my mom's dad was in. Granddad looked better and my grandma and my aunts were there. The rest of the day was just spent sleeping and watching porn or a movie.

The weirdest thing happened at night. I got a phonecall from one of the teams from work. Work sent out four teams to different areas and I'm in charge of communicating with the team leaders on 'technical' topics. But somehow, a non-leader-roled enumerator called me as a confident. Seems like he's not getting along with his group and he seems to have a bit of a negativity grudge towards something. He wanted to quit but it's not my position to tell him anything. So from 11pm til 12:30am, I listened to him talk and made sure I didn't give him an answer. To be honest, I wouldn't know what to do either.

This made me lose sleep and I'm kinda scared about what's been happening with the team. I'm a technical advising helpdesk, and not a HR related shrink, but still a part of me didn't hang up the phone. It was nice to be there for him, be it he appreciated or not.

So, the month november starts..... and as always... it doesn't look exciteworthy..

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