Two

It's so hard.....

Friday night.. I was out with exboss and Pho. Pho's housemate turned out to be this Canadian gay boy and given he was gonna be there, I was a bit excited. Pho was WAY excited and exboss was just being exboss. I met him but it seemed like he wasn't really into me. I think he's cute as well but I wouldn't try hard to get to know him only cos I'm in the whole 'why should I bother if you're not into me' mood. So I partied on. It was funny cos I had to dance like a straight guy with my exboss whenever the guy she used to see would appear here and there. Some dude called Smithy also smiled at me and I have to say he's got the best perfume. And he kinda scratched my head on the dancefloor as a joke. I met the girl I used to have a huge crush on when I used to study at SSI. Pho came to me halfways and said 'Swe, likes you and he asked me if you've gone home.' Now, I know Pho was excited so I chose to not believe in what she said but I was kinda half happy given it's nice to know someone was into me. I went down, saw Mapleleaf and bought cigarettes with him. Talked a bit and then he disappeared off. So I was like 'ah well Pho's just being Pho... she's just hyperly excited over this matchmake that she's overanalyzed'....

These days.... CTG has been in my head. I've never met him before but things we talked about on facebook are just so deep. It's comfortable since we're both bottoms so we didn't really expect us to end up fucking each other. BUT we both have a huge appreciation for each other.. I couldn't stop thinking about him whenever I'm bored. And it's endless messages on facebook and just bouncy conversation that really got me into him...

Today... things happened..

CTG and I kinda had a more honest message session. I told him I think about him a lot and he said the same. We both kinda assured each other that we're not freaked out. He also said things like 'can't wait to see u to give u hugs and kisses' bla bla.. I was just happy we had a mutual moment today....

On the other hand, Mapleleaf messged me on facebook...
and he doesn't actually have my account.. nor have me added

"hey it was really great meeting you the other night, apologies if i was a bit aloof, i was in a strange mood...

would love to get together sometime.

let me know, "

hmm... now why do good things come in the form of 'two'?