It's one thing to be happy with the fact that because you've taken good care of yourself and because you have rebuilt your confidence, you could somewhat glow better than before. It's also great that you get many hits and people who actually give a shit to talk to you online from AYI on facebook, given they're far away from you. But then it's also another thing to feel like there's no point to it.
I've been on a flirt frenzy with more than three guys from AYI. It makes me feel good about myself cos they're actually the conversing type that would just keep talking to you and flirt regardless of where you are. But at the end of day, they're gonna end up enjoying their nights with other guys. It's not that much of a bad thing. Of course they have every rights to. But come to think of it, they won't think of you nor know who you are once the chat's finished. It's like 'welcome back life, goodbye chatter'
I guess I'm lonely these days.. not the depressive type
just need company
and I don't mean the 'friends' type
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