MrEscort and I finally met in real life. Actually, we met back some weeks ago but the introduction was abrupt and this time around it was more than a meet.
I went dinner with him and his friends, ONLY because two of our mutual friends would be there. This means he does not have to take care of me all the time and I could converse with the other two as well. The two of them didn’t show up and I ended up in a table of ten people, where I knew ONLY MrEscort.
Surprisingly, his friends were awesome. Five chicks and five other gay guys, it was a good dinner. MrEscort was pretty awesome as he gave me attention more than any of his friends. His friends kinda look intimidating actually, given most of them were well dressed and they looked good. I was very happy that they were so cool to converse with.
There was one time during the dinner when MrEscort’s friend went “He told me a lot of things about you” to me and MrEscort shushed him before he could open his mouth. GayNerd (pretty well known in Burma gay community) was pretty friendly too, as he started talking to me but he went all weird when we went clubbing afterwards. I put my elbow on his shoulder like any ‘guy friends’ would and he kinda looked uncomfortable; dude, I have a boyfriend and even if I were to cheat on him, you wouldn’t be on my list. Not that he’s not cool but he just was not my type at all.
MrEscort was no harm. There was this one gay dude who came and talked to me and he knew MrEscort as well. The best thing about clubs is how people talk loud. I could overhear him(SkinnyAss) talking with MrEscort.
MrEscort: He’s got a boyfriend and they’re monogamous.
SkinnyAss: He’s got such a hot face but if he was a bit thinner, he’d look hotter.
Ouch!!!! But hey, he did mention how I have a sweet face! That kinda beats my so called ‘needs to be thinner’ body.
I was pretty happy to hear that since I really don’t want anything awkward with MrEscort. I admit I fancy him, more because I just feel taken care of when I’m with him and his care for me is pretty appreciated. He was like BooMan without the love part and the sex part. A bit of a bromance going on there. I just know that I would refuse any invitations from him, which I could honestly be lured to but then would feel so fucked later for having cheated on (BooMan, and it would make our friendship VERY awkward.
So, I was very happy about the boundary line we both had drawn between us.
Speaking of friendship, I was glad to see Steve come for a few minutes to have drinks with me to the club. Now, this ‘VERY straight’ guy showing up at a gay night at a bar was just awesome and it was cool how he asked me to go dance after our two drinks. It just felt good to see him and hang out with him.
Vchick, PlasticBernard and Maltesers were there as well. I guess it’s pretty senseless of me not to have grudgey feelings towards Maltesers. I still think she’s immature and self-absorbed but somehow, it was nice to see her and hang out with her. Naturally, the feelings I have for her is very pure and honest. I couldn’t give a flying fuck about how she had been so immature to me before. I also felt good about myself that I felt this way.
Vchick noticed this and I told her that sometimes when you have a friend who you KNOW you could NEVER be close friends with, it’s just nice to avoid them for a while. Vchick agreed to this and I ended up having an awesome D&M with Vchick. We talked about BooMan, how I wish he was here and how it was hard for me not to think about him with all these gay men around me. We talked about how Maltesers is NOT my close friends but just an ordinary friend to me. It was really sweet of PlasticBernard as well how he was just so crazily sweet about seeing me again; this man just REALLY loves being around me and coming from such a sweet man as himself made me feel so happy that I got such a good friend like him. It was a very ‘awww’ moment.
I went dinner with him and his friends, ONLY because two of our mutual friends would be there. This means he does not have to take care of me all the time and I could converse with the other two as well. The two of them didn’t show up and I ended up in a table of ten people, where I knew ONLY MrEscort.
Surprisingly, his friends were awesome. Five chicks and five other gay guys, it was a good dinner. MrEscort was pretty awesome as he gave me attention more than any of his friends. His friends kinda look intimidating actually, given most of them were well dressed and they looked good. I was very happy that they were so cool to converse with.
There was one time during the dinner when MrEscort’s friend went “He told me a lot of things about you” to me and MrEscort shushed him before he could open his mouth. GayNerd (pretty well known in Burma gay community) was pretty friendly too, as he started talking to me but he went all weird when we went clubbing afterwards. I put my elbow on his shoulder like any ‘guy friends’ would and he kinda looked uncomfortable; dude, I have a boyfriend and even if I were to cheat on him, you wouldn’t be on my list. Not that he’s not cool but he just was not my type at all.
MrEscort was no harm. There was this one gay dude who came and talked to me and he knew MrEscort as well. The best thing about clubs is how people talk loud. I could overhear him(SkinnyAss) talking with MrEscort.
MrEscort: He’s got a boyfriend and they’re monogamous.
SkinnyAss: He’s got such a hot face but if he was a bit thinner, he’d look hotter.
Ouch!!!! But hey, he did mention how I have a sweet face! That kinda beats my so called ‘needs to be thinner’ body.
I was pretty happy to hear that since I really don’t want anything awkward with MrEscort. I admit I fancy him, more because I just feel taken care of when I’m with him and his care for me is pretty appreciated. He was like BooMan without the love part and the sex part. A bit of a bromance going on there. I just know that I would refuse any invitations from him, which I could honestly be lured to but then would feel so fucked later for having cheated on (BooMan, and it would make our friendship VERY awkward.
So, I was very happy about the boundary line we both had drawn between us.
Speaking of friendship, I was glad to see Steve come for a few minutes to have drinks with me to the club. Now, this ‘VERY straight’ guy showing up at a gay night at a bar was just awesome and it was cool how he asked me to go dance after our two drinks. It just felt good to see him and hang out with him.
Vchick, PlasticBernard and Maltesers were there as well. I guess it’s pretty senseless of me not to have grudgey feelings towards Maltesers. I still think she’s immature and self-absorbed but somehow, it was nice to see her and hang out with her. Naturally, the feelings I have for her is very pure and honest. I couldn’t give a flying fuck about how she had been so immature to me before. I also felt good about myself that I felt this way.
Vchick noticed this and I told her that sometimes when you have a friend who you KNOW you could NEVER be close friends with, it’s just nice to avoid them for a while. Vchick agreed to this and I ended up having an awesome D&M with Vchick. We talked about BooMan, how I wish he was here and how it was hard for me not to think about him with all these gay men around me. We talked about how Maltesers is NOT my close friends but just an ordinary friend to me. It was really sweet of PlasticBernard as well how he was just so crazily sweet about seeing me again; this man just REALLY loves being around me and coming from such a sweet man as himself made me feel so happy that I got such a good friend like him. It was a very ‘awww’ moment.
Listening to: Good Charlotte – Like it’s her birthday
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