Everyone in the spotlight deserves their fall, and once you're among the top, you know that you're gonna have a deep decline at one point. I've gained my fair share of popularity when it comes to parties. Despite the fact that I've never actually intentionally try to grab the spotlight, I was usually noticed and appreciated. Maybe it's the openly gayness among Burmese or the fact that I speak a lot about all the things in life but I did have a fair share of good moments of attention.
I have promised Craig that I would do dry July with him and it's been going well. Second day of the month, July, which turned out to be the first Friday of the month, which means a big event at the British Club. It was supposed to be good tonight since my ex-supervisor from Italy is in town. Once known as the Whipper on my blog, I did miss her lots and I was more than happy that she's gonna be there, as well as Boss. Two people I've met since the start of work, it was supposed to be an awesome night. The only downfall was the fact that Boss will be leaving the day after.
When we finally got there, I was just so boring. I sat in the corner of a room on the sofa just keeping quiet and sipping on my water bottle. Maybe it was the effect of seeing all these supervisors of the analysis team leaving me after work around 5pm? Maybe it's cos I know I would be the only person in my office room starting from next week? Or maybe it was the non-alcohol?
Well, I kinda thought that I would've been a bit better if only I had alcohol in my system and the fact that it made me think that I'm no fun without alcohol depressed me more. I was one of those people where people would give comments like 'Oh Hein, you don't need alcohol to be happy, do ya?' and look at me now..... just sat up on a sofa in the corner of a room with a water bottle in his hand.
I've lost it... it's my fall now.
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