Friday, July 9, 2010

ManCrush

It was supposed to be a boys night out. It's been so long since I last hit the town with my boy(space) friends. The loggie from my office and the 'model', who is actually the manager of a hotel I once gave consultations at. Three of us decided to meet at 50 street. I went there early and as usual, I was very happy with the warm welcome the bartenders gave me. It was sweet. This was followed by this dude, who was sitting at the bar, who just started to talk to me. He looks like he was in his late twenties and an American accent. He does look good and proper but I guess I was just amazed at the sudden friendliness he possessed. I wasn't in the mood to flirt since Craig was on my mind, despite that I tried so hard to black him outta my mind the past few days. This dude was 29 (my age), divorced with his wife and was in Burma for three weeks or so.

CS(the dude) and I started talking and it was the best talk I've ever had in years. Platonic and click is such a rare combo but I just click with him a lot and I have to say we have the same views on a lot of stuffs. I ended up talking to him about Craig and he started talking to me about his divorced wife and I guess I just feel so comfortable with him and the convo was just awesome!

It's been a while since I had a mancrush on an individual. It's one of those platonic non-sexual type of love you feel for the same gender. Well, the same gender part is quite plain and easy for me since I'm gay (DUH) but the non-sexual and platonic part was just awesome. I haven't had that feelings for years. I've had best friends in my life but this dude, I just have a HUGE mancrush on him. And he really seems to enjoy talking to me. We talked from 8pm until 2am. Loggie and The Model was just sitting there talking to themselves. I even felt bad that I wasn't talking to them. But CS and I just couldn't stop talking.

I guess it was a highlight of today, given it's been dull and I really don't want to be in a bar sober but CS just saved my day I guess....

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