Weather friend

I have this bad habit where I kinda treat friends like weather. I think it's bad cos it kinda lacks rules and it can be a result of being biased at times. So, what exactly do I mean by weather friends? It's just me hanging out with one person for like forever, then only to move on with another one once I get sick of hanging out with the previous one, or just left with no choice for this time round.

Boss is gone. Well, she's gone by now, back to Thailand and it's amazing how I've been totally hanging out with her. Without her, I kinda feel like going to these NGO-flavored parties feel a bit emptier and just no fun. I guess I've begun to depend on her a bit. As much as I'm the loud party animal type, I guess me being like that has been quite dependent on the fact that she was still around me..

I didn't feel like socializing and I felt like I couldn't go out anywhere anymore. How about my other friends? Well, given that I'm a weather friend type of person, it's been so long since I last hung out with my other friends that I don't really know where to start. What would I answer if they go 'What have you been up to?'. When the actual answer is 'totally not giving you time', I wouldn't know how guilty I would feel if I'd have to lie that I've been busy. Yes I've been busy but I haven't been prioritizing my time with them.

Ah well... I don't know what's gonna happen but as for now, I really don't wanna hang out anymore.