Lost it

I have always believed in love and I have always believed that I can love someone for a very long time. I have also believed that all that ever matters for anyone is the way you feel inside as opposed to the things you do.

Craig wanted to break things off. This is the second time. Things calmed down later but I'm gonna be living in fear of him chucking that in the future. I am so scared that things will be over one day.

I mean, if someone dares to break up with you, I guess it means it's over.

I've lost it.. everything I had
the passion
the persistence
the mind
the love....

I'm not really sure where I can find it back....