LB's last day / Ali's birthday

Yes, yesternight I went out with Dave F. It kills when you have a crush on someone who's just a really good friend to you and who was a really good friend to you when you were not told that he sways your direction. So, yes it killed but amidst all that, it was a good night. We hung out, drank, played pool, danced and watched some gay bash. It's a gay bash gay thing. Not some fucktards bashing gay guys. So, the thing went well.

It also kills today at work when 1. I realized that it was LB's last day and 2. I saw the shift and noticed me not getting not a lot of shifts cos the full timer's in. So, I need to find a new job asap. But, working with LB and Soon was great. We fooled around in the shop. Nothing new. I was just hoping to spend some quality time with LB when his friend, Don, came into the shop. Ok, normally Don doesn't really bug me much but this time round, I couldn't stand him. I couldn't stand how plain and boring he was and how he act all levelled up to LB. I've known LB for more than a year now and he has this individuality that just sticks outta his charisma and character whereas Don is this little shadow dweller who thinks he's all that by being somewhat cool, as he would love to see himself as. And whenever LB says something, he just LOVES to top it off. The whole competitive mentality. It pisses me off that I didn't have that much to tell LB. I wanted to tell him that I really have treasured our times together as brothers at Jayjays and would wanna still have that attachment and would love to keep in touch as much as I can. But NO, Don the donut-face was there.

Danny C and Jenny came and picked me up to go to Ali's bday. The whole night was good though I miss Jen a lot but I know she would've been there if she was able. If you're reading this, Jen, I did miss u lots tonight. CK, Jenny L, Erik S, Ben W and Jane H were all there. We had hot pot and it was yum. I like the sauce that Ali's mom made. Fluff hates me for some reason and there was one point where he stepped on my foot with his little paw and just walked away.

So, here's ONE OF THE many things we did during my shift today at work. This is me and LB having a blast. It kills to know that we won't have that type of moment behind the Jayjays counter again with each other. I love ya, bro! It has been fucking great working with you.

Music: Eurythmics - When Tomorrow Comes

Mood: killed and tired