My Life with the Cappuccino

So, I did go to emily's bday despite my ever-blooming fatigue. If there was something in my life that blooms consistently and when unwanted, it should be either my exhaustion or laziness. It's just there unavoidably. But I was happy I went to Em's. I do like her a lot and I guess I'm beginning to really enjoy her company as opposed to just 'friends'. I guess I can trust her more than any other normal friends that I have. So, yeah definitely on my top list, that one. I was happy to see the cse revue crowd again. But my encounter was short since I had to go back home due to my unwanted 'tired' habit.

So, my 'gym cafe' flirting has been prospering to a great new level since Amelia noticed the guy looking at me once every few seconds while I would secretly steal glances at him. We even talked today. He asked me why I didn't sing in his cafe and I told him I didn't wanna chase his customers away and he said that would help him. Then, I was ordering my 'new found favorite' dosage of cappuccino and he was like 'What did you want again?' and I was like 'cappuccino' and he was like 'You wouldn't even know whatever I put in there and you would just take it'. The truth is I would when the only reason I've been ONLY drinking coffee from his cafe was just to talk to him or just talk to him. Then, I said 'Yeah, I wouldn't mind whatever you put in there'. My suggestion to him is "TAKE A HINT, TWINKFACE" Well, it's a simple pleasure of flirting with someone who you're attracted to I guess. I'm all talk in chatline these days since the day I had a big crush on "Wind"(code name again). I guess when you're in 'crushy like' with someone, you just don't wanna have sex with anyone random. I mean, I'm horny but I just can't get it on with anybody. It's weird if I have to admit it cos I'm the most sexual active person since the day I've been hitting gym but like these days I just can't get myself to letting go of myself to anyone. And nothing interests me much other than 'Wind' or the cafe guy. Or am I just getting really boring?

Music: Bright Eyes - First Day of My Life

Mood: in 'crushy like'