yeah long time no write
i'm finally over with my shifts and all that.. so im' pretty happy about being able to rest
but i just got some horrible news about a friend of mine who passed away not long ago and i'm kinda traumatized as we speak
but i'l'l get better soon
yes i've been thinking about u too
the fact that i made a mistake by saying i was gonna change the way u look
don't let people tell u that by the way
they should just accept the beauty within u
even the fact that i responded to u kissing me.. it made me feel bad
cos i seriously think u're a VERY nice guy
and i am quite amazed by ur emails and i love them
i actually have never seen anyone who writes good mails like u did
n things just bounce off and on
but i gathered that i could do nothing more than friends with u
only cos, i'll be lying to myself and trying too hard
when i meet someone, i need to have that spark...
it wasn't there with u though i did enjoy the whole evening boozing with u in that irish pub
so yeah.. please don't think of this email as a ditch
i love it when guys are honest with me and i hate to keep waiting for what's actually happening
so i'm giving u the most honest thing
it's true.. we were only gonna get to know each other.. we haven't even talk of dates and all
but yeah.. i'm just telling u how i felt at the moment
cos i'd hate to lead u on
life is unpredictable and anything can happen
but it's also important that all of us try to enjoy our minutes as much as we can
so yeah, i'll see u sometime around when i'm not this busy...
but yeah, other than that, feel free to keep in touch
Heiny
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