The other Pansies of Jayjays

In Jayjays, there are five guys.. well four guys now that Sam is gone. Me, Soon, Bernie and Seven. Yes, his name is Seven. And yes the manager's name is Soon. Don't you love it? You can actually construct a sentence that makes sense with two of my colleagues' name.. like "Hi... I'll meet you Soon at Seven". It'll be like meeting Soon at Seven's place or something. Well, let me get back to what I was going on about. So, we have four guys. Soon and I are gay guys. But lemme emphasize on the 'non gay' guys now. Bernie, my little pacman, made me buy condoms for him..... ok, I find this both cute and weird. Seems like he cares about the fact that people would know he buy condoms? What for? And on the other hand, Seven was looking at the mirror in our shop last few days ago and saw TWO PIMPLES and he forgot about work the next day 'cos he was at a facial treatment thingo. Now, you tell me whether me and Soon should feel traumatized about HOW PANSYISH Seven and Bernie are.. It totally cracked me up when you think of it.

I was feeling like shit last night cos come to think of it. On a normal Friday when I was in uni, I'd be sitting on the science theatre lawn with Sarina or Aarti or even Justin A and I'd be rating guys and checking them out with our little codes like 'Baked Beans' or 'Beef Stake'. And after a good evening out there perving at guys who walk by FEB building, I'd go home, dress up and head down to meet up with some friends in the city or just oxford street to meet up with Clee for a dance or two..... Well, look at me now. I was at home playing monopoly online on a Friday night after working for 7 hours. MY life is slowly changing as I have started to prioritize different stuffs. Some says it's growing up, some says it's turning point... I love it this way but it'll take me a while to get used to it.... it's quite lonely to be honest...

Well, Vinnie picked me up from work with his new car. And yes I felt like I was in a batmobile. It was sweet of him to take me to clovelly viewpoint and after that we munched on hungry jack and as a return for him being so nice to me, I washed his car.. the whole car.. with a squidgie... :P Thanx Vinnie if you're reading this. I guess true friends always show up and help you out throughout shitty days you're going through. Last time I smoked at Clovelly viewpoint with Ness.. No, Ness didn't smoke.. but I did.. So, I think there's something about close friends and me and Clovelly.

Betterlooking Thanda with a penis and good muscles. Hahaha, that's what I call Ryan, my new flatmate who's staying in Thanda's room as she's away on an island diving with blueys. Well, Ryan and I had a talk today. He finally knows I'm gay thanx to the "OUT" magazine in the toilet. He said he couldn't tell. He's really nice to get along with and I love the fact that he doesn't care if I was gay or not even though he finds some gay activities kinda weird. In fact, he said he likes me since I seem to be 'mature' in his opinion. We're gonna have this 'mandate'(as he called it) since I was gonna take him to French Riviera for ten scoops of ice cream we can munch together with. This was gonna be what I'd be doing with Lincoln when we finally meet but I can always have a pre rehearsal with Ryan, my new American straight flatmate who would love to have a mandate with me. LOL.. God Bless!!!

P.S. that's the pic of me and Kirsty. We were bored after work... nothing biggie

Music: FR David - Words

Mood: tired but quite joyful