My Next Mission : Alcohol

Now that I've mastered the art of quitting smoking and since I've been doing a pretty good job at it, I have to master taking in charge of alcohol. This was my second time being uncontrollably drunk. I was chased again by the security guard last night cos I was pretty drunk. I'm glad Dion was there to take care of me but I remember spilling beer more than once. The worst thing was when I tried to find Lincoln, cos I bumped into him at Stonewall, after me and Dion parted. I just read the messages I sent him last night and half of them didn't make sense. One of them said "Where are you I need your kiss" or something along that line, which was pretty shameful for my liking.

I ended up catching him at the cross, took him home, slept with him til.. I did not know what happened but we got into a fight and I ended up leaving his place. I remember him shouting things like "I'm not ready bla bla bla". Have I asked him out? Have I asked him for a relationship? Who knows.... but the fine thin line between our friendship is kinda sore at the moment and I don't really know how but all I can blame on, on a very cheap excuse, is alcohol....

When would thou stop causing trouble?

Music: Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Mood: hangover