Two Message Bottles

Imagine a huge ass wave. Imagine two bottles with a message in each of them riding the same waves. Given they both are drifting in the same direction, how will one know where they'll end up. Will they end up together? Will they each end up in different places? Even if they end up being together, is the message inside the bottle the same?

I feel like one of the bottles with what's written on the message actually written on my heart. The other bottle would be referring to 'Red'. The guy I met in the bar on Friday. I asked a mutual friend of ours whether he swings my way or not and all I've got was the fact that he's a bi. Now, the strangest thing about Red and I is the fact that our conversation on gtalk was more than intimate and close. I told him a lot of things I've never even thought of writing on this blog before. It's even funnier since I normally don't keep a lot of things from the blog and just write about anything in general. I do admit there are quite a few things I've kept to myself, only because I don't think it's the right time to mention them on the blog. But somehow, I've spilled a lot to Red.

Two months ago, I was wondering how life would be different and so good to me if I were straight and in fact I even convinced myself for a day and a half that I was straight. The reason why I'd chosen 'straight' was because at least I could get a wife and a baby with whom I can live forever. Yes, it's true there are things called divorce and adoption but still at least, I would be living in a world where it's easy to approach to anyone on the streets as opposed to making sure he's gay or not.

Red had enough of his 'love' life. He's been trying to find love or a relationship with chicks he's played around with and he's come to the point where he wouldn't mind if it's a guy or a girl but as long as that person loves him, he'll be fine.

So, as mentioned before, two bottles with two messages. Two men who believes in love but would give up their 'gender' preferences in order to be able to actually find love. There are only two possible solutions to this story. It's either we both end up together or we both go separate ways. All I know is, if he could turn me straight, I'd be the greatest friend for him and if I turn him gay, we could both finally get what we want. A long lasting relationship consists of two men who are not afraid of love.