Game of Dart Board

Beginners' Luck

It's great to be back in Yangon and finally be all openly gay among my friends though I act straight and I feel like a new meat in market. Lately, I've had some boys hit on me, some straight, some in denial, and some just overly gay. I guess my gym routine and a good job is doing me good. And a new face in town with such confidence always comes in handy when attention is concerned. After being misled by a straight guy three weeks ago, I finally found a bi who was interested in me.

Aim

I guess being here for a short period of time just makes me want to have fun if and when I can regardless of whether it will happen or not. So, hoping I'll get a response from this boy, I let him add me on facebook and kinda try to get to know him. I talked to him on gtalk and it happened so that he's quite in denial and he's never even had any experience with a guy before. Being two people with the same concept on 'love' and being beaten by the promiscuity of the world that surrounds both of us, we have agreed to get to know each other while I was here. So, we went for a dinner and drinks, which could be seen as a 'date' and he ended up throwing darts with the waiter while I sip on my drinks.

Prediction

So, I started to panic a little bit since that's what a normal straight boy would do if he's not into the chick and given that he is semi straight and quite young and playful, I start to stress a bit. I also think that my chances are gone and he might as well just be a good friend of mine.

Shoot

I ordered two Snowball, my favorite cocktail which also happened to be his as well, and then I ordered two glasses of beer. That was when his Filo friends came by to sit near us and talked to him. I was ignored once again. And this was after he tried to sit in front of me to just look at my face. How expectations rise back then!! Responding to such stimulae, I did nothing but ordered another beer and drank on.

Reward

Suddenly, there was a power cut and everything went dark. He kept talking to his Filo friends and I kept looking straight forward not really knowing what to do. Suddenly I felt his hand touch mine and grabbed. He kept gripping it tight while the room was dark. Then, the lights came back up and he let go. I sent him back and he responded with a 'you owe me two hugs'. On the way back to his house, we sat together at the back of my car and he held my hand throughout the whole journey. For the rest of the night, all I could ever think about was the dart game that he played and I was playing in my mind.

New Game

I like him. It's sad but at times you gotta risk things to get a good life.