Some call it discrimination but I think it's easy to say it when you're one of those unlucky people who dated a straight man. Most of my gay friends used to warn me about this but I find it somewhat biased and a bit bitter on their side to say 'straight men can never have a proper relationship with men, neither can bi's '. It's true what happened between me and Red was something any normal thing that could happen to any two people who are dating, be it girl, boy, same gender or whatever. But then again, in all honesty, I'm hurt and I'm a bit numb.
Things had been going downhill since last week. I have been busy as well as Red and I've also been feeling this huge insecurity about us. For once, I was not afraid of what he thought of me because it was plain to see he does fancy me in a way but I was just afraid of what I've got myself into and just agitated at what is it that he wants from me.
To make things worse, the designer has gone completely berzerk at this whole incident. First, she warned me about Red (given she dated him before). Then, she always tend to go away from me whenever she sees or knows that Red was gonna be there with me. Then, she asked Red if he told me that she seduced him (I mean seriously... pick another appropriate word?) and that he broke up with her because she was married. In contrary, she uploaded pics of her and Red on her profile which was taken ages ago. To make things worse, I do believe Red about the fact that she hasn't actually broken up with her husband given a taxi driver told me about the fight they recently had at Sedona Hotel, which was loud and all over the place.
I solved it out. I deleted any pics of me taken with Red or the designer.
Seriously, the designer's fucked in the head and Red is just confused. I am not a babysetter nor a mental patient's nurse.
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