PMS

Ever wonder what it'll be like if you have this monthly flow that keeps staining your favorite pants? Trust me, despite the fact that I'm not a girl to experience that, I guess I could imagine how much of a pain it must be for them.

This agony, more like frustration ruled my Monday morning. It was actually caused by Sunday night when I was doing the whole 'paying respect to parents' thingy. So, every October in Burma, you have this holiday era where you pay respect to your elders and you get pocket money from them. And they also wish you well. One of my mom's wishes made me freeze while I was bowing down to pay respect in front of her. She went 'May you end up with a beautiful good wife'. I was like "WTF". Whenever I get a girl friend, and by this I mean a friend who's a girl, she would be so suspicious over her and would do anything to make me not go out with her that much and now that I've been hanging out with no one, she's all like 'why don't you get a wife?'. I don't get it... fluctuates like a light bulb.. my mom's intention..

So, Monday morning was a pms morning for me since I was a bit pissed off about the fact that Red was gonna go today to bkk and I wouldn't see him for four days. I know it's stupid and that's why I wasn't being seriously angry but having the habit of getting pissed off easily at small things, I was pissed off at my grandparents, to which they laughed at, my dogs, to which they responded me with poo and cakes, before eating my breakfast.. for just being there to make me fat. That kinda continued throughout the office hours.

Finally, St Patrick was in office today and despite the fact that I miss BEA, he could easily qualify to take my 'brother' place, which BEA used to occupy. I was over the moon during office hours and I kinda pity my boss(well, she's an ex boss right now since OPAL's my new boss), Opal, St Patrick and dad's friend. They were kind enough to listen to me talk about Red over and over again.

It was a normaly day at work until around 4pm when Red called. I thought he was already in Bangkok but it turned out that he called me from the airport. He asked me what I wanted and I asked him if I could get anything and he said it depends on his budget. So, I, cornily said "I want you as soon as possible" and he did a bit of a chuckle and told me he'll see me on Friday, to which I'm assuming he was actually gonna make the effort to come out after the plane lands.

Call me crazy. Call me psyched. But somehow, I see a lot of things I've always wanted in a man in Red. I just love it more that he initiates stuffs. I don't know... it's a good feeling I guess.