Fair Weather Friend

Friends... there are so many types of friends in life. I used to think it would just be as simple as an enemy, a friend and a best friend, but dear god, I was wrong.

I've never been a huge fan of levelling who my close friends are or not and I'm pretty sure those close to me can judge by the way I would be myself around them or be totally openly uncaring. The funny thing is I seem to not do more for those close to me. I would just second them, which is a bad habit but at the end of day, I would give them so much credit. But yeah, people like Ali deserves more attention from me and I feel quite bad at times.

So, I once had this friend who I could've called my fag hag from Burma. I was quite so happy with her ever-open personality. I used to call her the "Designer", since she's pretty good at designing clothes. So, says she. Then, I kinda dated her ex-bi-confused-just-fucked-in-the-head Filo boyfriend. After a date and a blow job, I got to see how stupidly fucked he is and I gave up on gender confused people. Nope, I don't really feel like levelling down myself to that stage in life UNLESS one is made to obey and make sure which gender he would sway to, but then again, that's almost impossible. So, I've avoided people like Red. Designer started to talk to me less and started rumors about me or Red. Then, I got fed up and just totally ignored her. Now, before I did, I promised her I would come and make clothes at her place once I'm skinny.

Well, it's not like I've totally gone skinnier but I feel like I'm ready to make myself look better and more celeblike. So, I recontacted her. Now, I guess you could call her my 'fair weather friend'. The catch here is I'm only her friends for two things. Good clothes and fashion tips. And I'm pretty sure she's not stupid. She knows if I get popular, I could advertise or promote her shop and since one of her hobbies include barbieing guys she is attracted to, I fall easily under her target. And since I don't hold grudges and she can't get anything from me, we blend in quite well.

So, for my photoshoot, I went to the designer and then she invited me over to Sedona, the place I haven't been for so long. I didn't want to go but I gotta show her that I do want to be her friend and I want her to know that I'm in this game of friendship once again as brand new and with nothing from the past. It was fun. We danced and she and I tranformed into what we used to be five months ago. Well, of course without the kissing part and talking about our private lives.

Fair weather friend... sunny days bring us out and rainy days cave us in but we have a smile on each others' face and the laziness that won't even allow any of us to stab each others' back. Simple!!!