I guess sometimes loneliness makes you appreciate what you've got. And also it is most important not to stress 'temporary' loneliness as a permanent thing.
It's true it was fun hopping off the plane to Bangkok. The first thing I did was perfume shopping. What's Hein without perfume shops? Then, I ate like a pig and then I got myself wet in festivals. But then again, every night I come home to this empty hotel room and Channel V was my friend. I guess I'm getting used to that by now and also appreciating the fact that this is something I won't have for a long time, given I've got family members who love me to extreme and I got a boyfriend who loves/takes care of me, not to mention my kick ass friends who never failed to make me smile.
So I guess times like these make me appreciate their company. No matter how annoying my gramps are... it's nice to know they're at your back and call and they will always support you. No matter how sensitive my mom is, it's nice to know she's always there for me. No matter how much my sis doesn't like the homo in me, it's nice to know she's way happy having me around. No matter how far Craig is, I always know I'll have his love and support. No matter how long it's been since I last talk/saw my close friends... I know we can always pick things up where we left off.
I know there are ways to fight these lonely times, which could only linger for a temporary while, but it ain't worth it.
It's true it was fun hopping off the plane to Bangkok. The first thing I did was perfume shopping. What's Hein without perfume shops? Then, I ate like a pig and then I got myself wet in festivals. But then again, every night I come home to this empty hotel room and Channel V was my friend. I guess I'm getting used to that by now and also appreciating the fact that this is something I won't have for a long time, given I've got family members who love me to extreme and I got a boyfriend who loves/takes care of me, not to mention my kick ass friends who never failed to make me smile.
So I guess times like these make me appreciate their company. No matter how annoying my gramps are... it's nice to know they're at your back and call and they will always support you. No matter how sensitive my mom is, it's nice to know she's always there for me. No matter how much my sis doesn't like the homo in me, it's nice to know she's way happy having me around. No matter how far Craig is, I always know I'll have his love and support. No matter how long it's been since I last talk/saw my close friends... I know we can always pick things up where we left off.
I know there are ways to fight these lonely times, which could only linger for a temporary while, but it ain't worth it.
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