Dear Mr President

Control. I lack it. However, lack of control does lead to honesty. At times, I think there's already a plan written for me in life and no matter how much I know what's going on and what should be done, I seem to do things that are meant to be done while knowing they shouldn't be done.

After work, I met up with President. We talked on our walk up to my place. He seems like a shy boy and he DID say he was shy. However, as soon as we walked into my room, the shy boy is no more to be seen. He jumped at me and kissed me and it went on for hours. For some reason, he wanted to try poking his member into me but then, me being the hygenic freak, refused. I also did refuse cos it's only our first meet and I don't wanna have to spoil it. But, that's when my lack of control took over. We ended up doing it anyways but it was a sex gone wrong. So, yeah, I shouldn't be this careless. And I think I kinda made him think that topping someone is not good. I told him to try with others and they might like it. I mean, how would you like a 'sex gone wrong' on your first invitation for your member into a septic pipe? We got up. I washed myself and came back into my room and he started kissing me again and we made out for yet another half an hour and yes, it was a happy ending. (wink wink) He said he's not into public display of affection and we made out in the lift. As soon as we got out, I was surprised at what he did. He said goodbye and kissed me on the lips. In FRONT of my unit.

I have to say he's so cute and I seem to find this putton that he loves to be pressed. I found his red light district area. He left me with a mark on my neck. So, I'm a property of Mr President for some few days.

I know it's wrong and I went against my will to have done what I did. But I love to see it as a good evening. Plus, when I kissed him, I did kiss him like a lover should. I mean, not kidding here, there is a semi crush on him from my part.

Music: Stereophonics - Have A Nice Day