Time Goes By SO Slowly to THose Who Waits

I was on manhunt and guess who I saw. PRESIDENT!!! Well, I read his profile and it said something along the line of 'clean and safe only please'. I don't know if it had been there the last time I checked it out but somehow it didn't make me feel that right. If he was to not see me anymore cos of a sex mishap, in which I did warn him that I wasn't ready, this whole thing is just too wasteful to end. I don't really want him to be my boyfriend or anything but I'd hate to make what we had a one time thing.

Now, getting back to my PR situation. Grandad is worried that I won't get my PR after the application, where my mind is just like 'get the fuck with it and let life takes me to anywhere I can drift to'. But then again, come back to reality, that's almost impossible. I think if I want to achieve something, I should just go for it but the journey there is just so unmotivating. So, now, grandad wants me to go meet his friend, who is in Seven Hills, which is like major far from me.

On another note, I wrote 'if I were an actor, I could someone who always knows the right things to say' for my facebook status and some dork came up to me and asked 'you been busy?' and this is how it goes.

Dork: you been busy?
me: yeah.
Dork: you're an actor hein.
me: is that bad?
Dork: nope
me: haha
Dork: So been working in neighbours?

OMG... first of all I hate the aussie tv soap, neighbours and second, it's so not funny it's frustrating. Like, just cos I wrote a line off the song that refers to something completely irrelevant of his question, DOES NOT MEAN I AM ACTING in neighbours.

Anyways, I managed to pick up a potentially sane person from gaydar today. I'm gonna call him Sprinkler, only cos he has a pic of him with a sprinkler on his msn display. I don't even know why I added him. All I want lately is sex. CHEAP SEX. Cheap thrills. This man's gotz ta work.... but when you have people like Sprinkler, you can't really resist NOT adding him on your msn.

Music: Lily Allen - Smile