A 30 minutes of sanity with GayBFF makes me realize how I'm so stupid when it comes to logic sense. Maybe, it's just this safety cloud that always seems to cover the real 'me' when it comes to having to impress someone. I told him about how I've been trying to keep myself from not messaging President.GayBFF: Why?
me: Isn't that the rule of thumb? Like.. wouldn't I seem desperate? It's been only three days.
GayBFF: What's wrong with that?
me: Well, if he doesn't message me, why should I?
GayBFF: Do you want to message him?
me: Yep.
GayBFF: I never care about what others think. If I want to do it, I just do it. I messaged people the next day after I hook up.
me: Even on your second meet?
GayBFF: Even first meet, depends.
Now, come to think of it, given that President should know the real me, the guy who doesn't hesitate to message people and loves communication, this should not be anything that is not legit. It's legal to message him and it's not like "I miss you". So, this was how the message went.
me: You gave me a hickey on my neck. lol. I've been wearing scarves.
President: Haha Sorry I haven't kept in touch. Been busy with school and stuff.
me: Heh I figured that. :) I was just talking with my bff about my neck and u popped up. Take care and let's catch up soon x.
Now, you know why this kid actually amazes me and always surprises me. What he said was an exact answer to what I've been dying to ask. I don't know if he has this blog addy or not but he knows that I've been thinking of why he hasn't messaged or kept contact. I love this kid. He's got my attention full time. But, on another note, having GayBFF around me to give me sanity seems nice and very warm. I like it when people care.
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