It’s not really fair for someone like me to have to pretend everything’s going well. It’s one good thing to have a lot of friends but it’s bad to have them all caring about you. It’s awesome but when you know you are the cause of a break up, it’s not easy trying to put words into their mouths to make sure they don’t blame my ex or they don’t think I’m evil. It was just a mishap and there’s nothing anyone can do about it.
Thirty minutes of sleep later, I zombied my way through work. Kinda amazed I could give a ten minutes presentation, to which I saw people nodding and giving full attention and an offer at the end of the presentation to work for other companies. It was hard actually. My heart still ached and I was constantly on heart pills. Gotta thank the fact that my grand-dad has whatever it takes for me to stop hyperventilating when shit happens.
I was tempted to go out with DoubleA. Unfortunately, I had to tell him about what happened since he called me up for drinks at night (by drinks, I mean fruit juice) and knowing him, he could always tell when I’m as fucked as this. I would’ve gone and killed time with him but my conscience said ‘sleep’.
The amazing thing was how I couldn’t sleep even after only a thirty minute sleep the night before. Weird huh?
Thirty minutes of sleep later, I zombied my way through work. Kinda amazed I could give a ten minutes presentation, to which I saw people nodding and giving full attention and an offer at the end of the presentation to work for other companies. It was hard actually. My heart still ached and I was constantly on heart pills. Gotta thank the fact that my grand-dad has whatever it takes for me to stop hyperventilating when shit happens.
I was tempted to go out with DoubleA. Unfortunately, I had to tell him about what happened since he called me up for drinks at night (by drinks, I mean fruit juice) and knowing him, he could always tell when I’m as fucked as this. I would’ve gone and killed time with him but my conscience said ‘sleep’.
The amazing thing was how I couldn’t sleep even after only a thirty minute sleep the night before. Weird huh?
Listening to: Ayaka – Mikazuki
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