Thursday, November 4, 2010

Sorry?

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If there’s one word that I really don’t like hearing, it’s ‘sorry’. I feel like it’s an escape for the guilt you’ve caused and the whole impact of forgiveness given is pretty much taken lightly. Oh my boyfriend’s angry.. better say sorry to him so that I could stop feeling bad about myself and move on and tomorrow will always be a better day. Nope!!! It’s wrong. The hurt never does anything about it cos he/she loves you.. not cos he/she wants to forgive you.

Well, SecondDegreeSis and I were at work last night, late as usual and hoping facebook would work. I was waiting for MrEscort to come online to tell me what time we would have to meet up tomorrow. UncPal was still in the office but she sits in the corner. TactlessGirl entered the room AS USUAL looking for someone who wasn’t in the room and she yelped out this huge ass word that I hated. “SORRY”, For what? Now, we all know how TactlessGirl likes to sneak her nose around my office room everytime after work hours and I have been forcing a lot of my colleagues to stay and wait until my car comes and I would drop them off home. Win win! SecondDegreeSis and I just looked at her weird. She was like sorry sorry and she left. SecondDegreeSis said it would’ve made more sense if she entered the room while SecondDegreeSis and I were making out or doing something similar. Seriously, TactlessGirl is SUCH a nut job!

DoubleA and I talked about TactlessGirl and he does have a point. I told him why someone would waste their time so much on someone (let alone not being single) who is not interested in them. I mean, TactlessGirl could’ve been awesome but she’s got to put the fact into her thick head on how I am NOT into girls. DoubleA has a point actually. He said some people in Myanmar likes to save people. Like, if you have a crush on a drug addict and then somehow he lost his addiction to drugs because of you, you would take so much pride in it and you would find it quite pleasing to ‘try’ to change him. I am at my very vulnerable state with my relationship status but seriously TactlessGirl can do NOTHING to lure me into her department. Don’t you get it? I AM NOT INTO PUSSIES.

I think it’s way too low to keep enduring so much embarrassment that you’re causing yourself. Like, TactlessGirl has to just give up cos it’s getting quite blasé and it’s nothing to be proud of even if I should change into a taco loving creature of a man. This could’ve been so much more fun if only she was a guy and a sensitive attractive one. Hmm…

Listening to: Linkin Park – In between Photobucket

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