Ok, just because I only write about KP and Steve does not necessarily mean I only have two friends here. I do have another friend, initialed AA. But I think double A sounds better. Like any other friend of mine, he's married but he still hasn't got any kids yet. Well, that's not the point of this entry.
Today, I am going to emphasize on my blindness. So, when I was buying alcohol for my birthday party, which I didn't invite double A to, on my way out to my car, double A was actually there with his wife, waving at me. Apparently, that is because I have no recollection of having seen those two on my way out. So, officially I am pretty much 'side' blind. Double A is a cool kid by the way. We've been friends since the millenium, I think. I'm invited to his bday on Sunday and I can't wait to eat like a pig.
Speaking of eating like a pig, I have now decided to make my diet work. So, I've been exercising. And then I'm gonna go for my belly massage, which apparently works. And now I've also found some diet pills, that has no side effects. So, I'm actually quite excited about this one. Maybe for once, I can be thin and quite good looking.
The 'skinny' obsession started way long ago cos I've never been that thin in my life but it got worse like a month and a half ago when I was checking out my family album. My mom was thin, my dad was and my grandparents were. Now, I'd like to look at myself again ten years later and go 'wow look at daddy hein when I was younger'. I was quite thin at the age of ten but who's gonna look at my 'ten years old' pic and appreciate the beauty of it, when there's none, unless you're a sick pedophile. The best you could do is go 'hey cute kid' and that doesn't justify anything nor fulfil my narcissism. I'm not saying I'll look really good thin but it'll be kinda cool to find out how I'll turn out.
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