Black spade

Black Spade 

S. Hein

My energy withers,

as I lost my glow,

To everything, I dither,

Can't take things anymore.

I need an outlet now,

To numb the pain tonight,

If you could show me how,

I'll let you get inside.

A piece of block you are,

Melts on heated spoon,

I'll let you heal my scars,

And make me sleep til noon.

A piece of block I crave,

I'll need you again in me,

A piece of block that made

me numb my miseries.

Weak and fragile I've become,

Vulnerable to the bones,

Though you are a threat to some,

You are my only hope.

A piece of block you are

A piece of block you've got me far

A piece of block I'll always love

A piece of block, with you, I'll always be up above

I’m sorry I’ve let some down. I promise I won’t get addicted.