Don't you just love it when your bestest friend pay for a porno website that you really want to be a member of cos she's got a credit card and for the password, she used ' fuck me X', where X is the name of the person you would run away from for the rest of your life? It's like 'hey I'm gonna pay you money back to make you join this porn website to satisfy my curiosity while you put the name of this person as my password'. URGH!!!! But yeah, her doing it for me seems cool enough cos seriuosly who would want a record of porn sites on your credit debts. Would you like it if your credit card company call you and say 'Ma'am, did you use your credit card for www.dildoboys.com?'So, today felt like a new beginning day for me. I've learnt a lot about 'real friends' during the past few days. And I've learnt about responsibility. I've also learnt about having more confidence in myself. And about how possible and impossible a relationship can be and it's ok to accept it if shit happens. Assignments piss me off but I guess running away from the deadline just fucks me up more so yeah I have to be more focused about my status next time and I can try REALLY hard for the exam. I still have hope for that no matter what the reality seems like at the moment.
On another note, I've stopped messaging Ben. Only cos I wanna give him more time and space and it's kinda weird if I kept messaging him a lot , especially when there isn't any big things to message about. Plus, I'm back on track with my gym things again and my diet is back on. So, I'm pretty sure it won't be that bad trying NOT to message him.
The highlight of the day was studying with Nick in front of the science theatre. Though I didn't study much, it was fun hanging around with him. And I FINALLY caught up with Jess, who I last met at the med revue. I do miss Jess a lot. Jess and I used to work at Jayjays together a year and a half ago and we've become really close friends since. So, I guess going back to my old friends involve hanging out with her. Though she's broken up with Jobo, I was really happy they were still really good friends and Jobo joined us as well. He's totally buffed up and thank god he still has a short hair cut, he still look as hot as I last saw him. He's been surfing as well so he's looked a bit like a surfie lately as well. Haha, I finally have a surfie friend LOL.
me and Jobo
I left my gym bag at Nick's so after I took it from his place and cos it was raining, he drove me home. I guess I've been totally recollecting who my real friends are. Alex and Ali were there during the weekends. But then again, Ali, Alex, Zhe and Jen have always been my best friends but it's just that I suck at keeping in touch with them at some point. Jess and Jobo were so cool to hang with tonight and Nick was there for me and all that. So, I'm pretty really happy about the fact that I'm giving priorities to those who REALLY deserve it. I'm glad I'm beginning to love them more than the rest. On the other hand, Ness has always kept in touch with me and it would've been nice to have dinner with her tonight if only I can disect myself into two and make one half of me dine with her while the other half have coffee with Jess. Ah well, I'm loving life once again.. about time I do...
Music: Christina Aguilera - Keeps Gettin Better
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