Bury The Hatchet

How was I productive today? HAHAHA The answer is I wasn't.

Well, I spent half of the day catching up on heroes and Gossip Girl. It's an addiction I tell you. I went and had thai with mickey. And I spent shit load of time pretending to be a dog and uploading pics of a dog on facebook. It's a joint account so if you guys think I am responsible for fluff's facebook account, the answer is NO. I'm half responsible maybe but not fully.

I slept a bit in the evening and when I woke up I was just so hungry. So, I looked around for my flatmate, the better one, but she was already having dinner with Poukskee. She's leaving for Burma tomorrow anyways *sigh*. So, I was home alone but as soon as I was told that my other flatmate was coming home(let's name her ACDC shall we), I just swished into my going out gear and as I was getting ready to run out in the rain for some food, she knocked on my door and went 'where's mickey'. I was like 'she's out for dinner. As soon as ACDC went for her pee, I ran out the door. I could hear her shouting my name behind me but I just kept running downstairs. And when I reached downstairs, she called me and the reason was cos she wanted me to grab her food. The thing is it was raining and I was in mood to bring a packet of food in my hand while running in the rain trying not to fall. So I told her I was going over to Kieran's. That felt good but bad as well.

I was down again. I've been so down lately. Mainly cos I STILL have to get my visa done, and I just noticed I got work on friday which was the day I have to have my medical checkup for my visa extension, I haven't studied for networks and lastly, I kept thinking about Bendermot(yes it's the you know who of my life during these days). As I was walking back home soaking wet, drenched in my own self sympathy, I did call Kieran or Babylet and I guess both of them were busy. I walked on, smoked a bit and just thought of how miserable the rain is and as I was waiting for the traffic light to turn green. the best thing happened.

Mama nature, who hates my guts, has decided to make me smile on this very day when I feel like a fucked up lazyshit. She stopped the rain and changed the pourage into drizzles and I put my hoodie off and smoked better and walked much more comfortably slower, thanking her deep inside. I just felt love from this fictional character I always have fights with.. mama nature. It's just that she always loves to ruin my hair, get my work clothes wet or just have her army of flies buzzing around my body buttered skin. But today, she just showed me her other side. As she sheltered me for my walk back home, I just felt so secure and the funny thing was when I reached home, the rain started. That kinda assured that she wanted me to at least have that 3 minutes of a good walk home on the most miserable day of my life. *swoons* gotta love mama nature for that I suppose....

Life is too short to worry but at the same time, worries are too big to be hidden... each and every minute, I feel a wrinkle popping through my skin.. o fuck it, there's always botox for that type of shit :)

Music: Babyface - Mad Sexy Cool

Mood: saved by mama nature