I went to gym and lecture today. Can you believe it? Holy fuck, I must be possessed. I thought it was gonna be an empty gym but it turned out quite crowdy for a Thursday afternoon. I was doing a bit of a research last night for my gym routine and sadly, I don't belong in any of the groups. They've got endomorphs, ectomorphs and mesomorphs. A mesomorph is clearly out of my range since it's those people who are already toned and who put on muscle quickly and not gain fat easily. Damn you people! You see, an endomorph is somewhat like my shape but it also has wider hips and round bottoms whereas I do NOT have endomorphic hips but at the same time, it's so easy to gain fat for me. At the same time, I'm a bit of a binger as well where I gain weight this week and the next I'd be much thinner and all that. On the other hand we have ectomorph who are thin and they don't gain fat easily and all that.. I wouldn't mind being one of them. Another thing is I cannot also be an endo cos I don't really have broad shoulders but I do have rounded features. God, it was just so hard. But I decided to stick to endo since I wanna get rid of fat as effectively as I can.Gym visit was kinda painful since it's been a while since I last did gym and it was kinda crowded and all that but the steam room was AWESOME and luckily some really good looking guys were in there as well. Just once, I'd love to have a really good chat with some cute gay guy in the steam room. That'd be quite umm.. steamy?
I went to lecture for the first two hours of the three hours of the lecture. I sat right in front of Charissa and I felt proud that I was paying attention to everything the lecturer was saying. But can I just say... there were these people.. one was an asian couple, one was this ugly asian chick with this fat caucasian dude with curly hair who were talking like they were the only one in the room. My input to that is if you don't wanna pay attention don't come to class at all. If you do, just fucking shut up and let the others concentrate or something. God, they were going on and on let alone the lecturer sounded indian enough to kinda articulate english to a hein-understandable-standard.
Yesterday directors and producers meeting went well. It's always fun having meetings with them. I guess it's cute that we know each other so well as really good friends and there isn't much ego and arrogance or just this big ass need to prove ourselves. We all know our limits I guess. Though I was avoiding any political comments, I did babble on about some director that I was not in favor of and Jack and I had a bit of talk about that while everyone just quiet down that moment. During that five minutes of back to back opinionating about why I think it's wrong and how he thinks there's another side to the story, I started to notice that I AM really stubborn. Once someone is known as a bad guy to me, he'll always be a bad guy. I totally think what Jack said was good and quite useful for my future social dealings since he kinda dug out the good side of the story and there I am, still going on about how fucked that person is. I'm quite semi-not-seriously ashamed to admit it but I learned about myself from Jack. I didn't let my guards down about my opinions about this person but somehow I do respect Jack's comment to whatever I was saying. It was a tough mixed feeling at that point. A bit of shame, a bit of anger, a bit of silly 'OMG Jack is siding him' feeling but somehow after the whole meeting, I think a bit of maturity on my side wouldn't make me feel that stupid. Plus, it's not like I'm gonna gain anything from saying bad shit about this person. So, I think I owe Jack for my self reflecting moment there.
Music: Shades Apart - Stranger by the Day
Mood:
bored in the lab
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