Monday, October 13, 2008

Ben and I

The date is done. So, what happened? lol

All I can say is I do not really see myself single anymore in the future if things go this well consistently. We met and I was so happy that he looks WAY cuter in real life though I did think he was cute in the pics. So, our whole plan of jellyfish watching was an epic fail and we ended up drinking coffee and his tea at gloria jeans on oxford st and talked about jesus and all that. It was just full on chat with no awkward silence and whenever there was one, we'd laugh about it. I was happy he was quite funny as much as I was. To round it all up, I am very much attracted to him. So, after that we went to columbian and I was buying us a drink when this dude came up to me and tried to take my shirt off and touch my stomach and got closer. I had to say "my boyfriend's sitting there" and had to kinda use that excuse. And he said "that's even better.. what about a threesome". Ben saw him in the toilet while he was peeing and that guy went and peeped at him pee and said 'that's special'. I told Ben that I was sorry I had to say we're boyfriends and I told him not to freak out and he said he was far from it. Cutting long story short, we went to this restaurant near Stonewall and then Stonewall to watch the drag show and yes, we kissed. And I ended up at his place. I warned him about me snoring and he said that's something he'll need to get used to. We woke up together and showered and had breakfast. The fact is I really like him. There are some elements in life which is quite unexplanable. The actions, the words you say, the things you do, the way you feel and the person you just end up liking even though you try your best to follow the rule book. With what I've learnt from the past, I have managed to solidify myself from a lot of things and quite careful with the word 'dating' but I just feel so comfortable with this one. I guess 'instant clicks' do exist. I really like him and I think he likes me too. I got bite marks all over my back anyways.. for some reason, he's into gnawing me bits by bits LOL.... *swoons* i'm loving this :) I gave him one of my bands that I wore on my hand that has the word 'hope' on it and told him it's just something he should have so that I'll see him again to take it back from him :)

My instinct tells me that this can go further if I do it right.. so will I do things right? I guess I'll have to see.. Plenty of things to come for me to learn :)

Music: Sean Kingston - Got No Shorty

Mood: in 'like'

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