The Courage of a man

It was a normal Saturday morning but I was thinking of going to hair salon and then I'll have to go to KC's house to work with Homokid. So, in another word, I was missing out on talking with Craig cos of Homokid. Such annoyance if you think of it. Woke up from last night's hangover at KP's place, my car was there to pick me up. I got home and half awake I checked the clock and I didn't wanna go to the hair salon.

That's what happens to my hair ALL THE TIME. I would be thinking of having it done and then it would look good on me. So, I ended up not going to the hair salon and I just went to the internet cafe for yet another weekend with Craig. I guess I do wanna get to talk to him as much as I can, given I'd hate to miss the opportunity to chat with him while both of us are free.

He was pretty surprised to see me and of course happy. But I don't think his happiness could not measure up my happiness when I saw a video of him in my gmail inbox. For a man who's self acclaimed shy, he's broken a lot of rules for me.

1. He fell for me despite the distance.
2. He went and had lunch with my friend.
3. He called me oversea.
4. We had that 'intimate' talk on gtalk.
5. He made a video of himself.

Well, apart from oversea, I think he's proved to me that he's done almost anything that he's never done and I've been just swooning at his courage since day one and things like the video this morning just totally make me appreciate him more.

I just feel like all the 'I love you's chucked at him are worth saying and worth repeating. Everyone knows I'm doing something out of the norm but one day when both Craig and I meet up and live up to this relationship, it will be something only people read of or dream of.

Oh, the rest of the day, I was just being a boring 'musician' to Homokid. Not interested in being his friend or his guru. Yes, I'm gay and I'm open minded and I have a good life and I went through everything that he is going through now on my own. I guess that actually makes you learn about life more. So, yeah.. work is work.. whatever, Homokid!!