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It was nice to see KP and Steve in my life again. Yes, if my life was a tv series, these two people and their wives would've been seen missing for the past three months. A cameo here and there but last night, they made a return.. so I guess the month March is beginning to show its good feathers. I guess it's not too long til I can actually experience 'good times' again...

It's nice that KP and steve are adapting themselves to 50 street. It used to be just NGO friends and me there but it's also nice that my friends are beginning to go there a lot. I got to know J-me as well, who's actually a champ. Funny biyatch!!!

Now, if I have to end this blog entry without anything wrong, it won't be right and like any humans do, I do find some negativity even in the happiest time of the day. Well, there's this kid who's not out of the closet but somehow he looks up to me. It's an ego booster and it feels good to be appreciated but this kid is just a bit weird.

First of all, he's a bit of a wannabe. He reminds me of me when I was 21 or 22. Just jumpy and thinking everything's fine. He also makes up stories in his head which he mistakes them with reality. It's like 'dude.. I don't even know her.. doesn't mean she will invite me'. Me using the terminology of a normal gay person such as 'babe' to the same gender has actually turned him into a 'i have to use this word at least 10 times per day' person.

He does know about craig but this kid(Homokid) has got to lay off of me. It's a bit of a sensitive case since I think any nice gestures from me would totally give him expectations and I don't think he would hesitate at any point to jump at the chance. I'm kinda glad he's not my type. But I really have to watch my action and words around him.... Don't get me wrong.. he's a nice kid.. but just immature and still learning in process.. fragile and just messed up