The Hein in Craig

I have upsetted Craig today. Of course, for someone who cares, it wasn't a good feeling. I felt crap. It was one small mistake that I have done and I was just so annoyed at how sensitive he could be. Regardless, I tried not to show that anger cos when your partner's in a bit of an annoyed mess, the last thing you'd wanna do is to go against them and be all crazy angry over their sensitivity. We managed to talk on for a while 'normally' although there was a bit of a disappointment in my system. The feeling of 'oh god, I have upsetted my boyfriend.' lingered throughout the whole evening until the point that I had to distract myself with a movie.

The movie didn't work. I thought about how upset he must be.
After a while, I noticed that his action resembles that of mine when I was with Simon. How I was so sensitive with Simon, how crazy upset I would get easily. Then, I thought to myself how that would happen only because I loved Simon. Then, I noticed that despite the fact that Craig was pretty over-sensitive about such a small issue, he does love me. I smiled to myself thinking that and then I blamed myself because as much as I try not to make the same mistakes as I have with simon, I also make sure I don't do the same mistakes as he did.

Simon could've got me. I am a good catch. I would not be the hottest guy on earth but I would stay true to someone I love and I would fight for anything to be stable and committed to them. He let go of me because he couldn't resist my sensitivity. I guess I do NOT want to make that mistake.

Now, Craig is a good catch. He is one monogamous true boyfriend that I have ever come across and, to me, he is the hottest guy I wanted and I've got. What good of a boyfriend would I be if I am not making him happy???

So, I guess I am the one to be blamed for this. You know how you feel shitty after you know you've done the wrong thing. I didn't feel that today. In fact, I felt calmer and quite confident that I have somehow managed to genuinely understand why he was upset and that I would never do anything like that to ever upset him again.

Karma's a bitch and I would not want Craig to do what I did to him today.
And plus, isn't this what relationship is all about??? Solving things out...