First day much, boo? You made me feel as if I'm this paranoid jerk and a bit of a doofus captured in his own security and you sound like an old record player with vinyl discs with scratches caught in a repititive loop mode. You made me wanna hit you in the face but somehow it's not to hurt you but it's just because you're being so stupid and weird. You made me wanna question myself a lot of things..
Somehow, I never felt the need to get rid of you nor judge you during these minutes we talked. Getting to know you feels refreshing and telling you stuffs I wouldn't tell anyone makes me feel somewhat secure.
They say you shall not be too desperate to feel that a boyfriend is the only thing in the world. But it's different, boo!! Before you ever became mine, there was a huge gap in my heart and I had a lot of boys around just waiting to fill that gap. But somehow you managed to take their place. Must be your fat ass but I love it boo. And I dare say you're the only one I have at the moment. So despite my paranoia, I'm sure you'd understand how this man's laughing and crying at the same time whenever he talks with you.
It's so tiring, boo... yet rewarding. Thanks for being a good boyfriend for me.
First day.... oh god, think of years with you, boo!!!!!
xox
Heiny
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