Wanting, Needing, Unfulfilled

It's so hard to be correct. It's even harder when you different levels of correctness.
Now, I DO love working with the humanitarian workgroup but someone was telling me whether it's worth it or not. Ok, I totally still believe it's worth it and it's caused a lot of changes. When it comes to emergency stage, that's where things start to become a hassle and people get infos and you have all these epic fail results about how fucked the area has become. And since we deal with cyclone, the result was one ugly motherfucker. It's the whole fucked up ness in affected areas. Now, after emergency we have the recovery part.

That's where we come in. We try to take surveys to make sure which area's left to help out. Yes, we do understand it takes time but at times, we do encounter data that does NOT make sense. And this is not the case of the people who are doing the survey. Sadly, it's the case of those in need. Now, there would be some rich people in the areas but still they would ask for more than the poor does. I mean, the justification does not exist. It just got me thinking about how humanitarian can actually fulfill any needs.

In my opninion, the answer is NO.

It's a yes to some certain expectations. But it's a no, NOT because we suck but it's because people would keep wanting more than they're given. It's sad cos the people who are helping to make things happen actually care about their beings and with their exaggerated details, it's hard to tell whether the recovery's been going well or not at some stage in those affected areas. So, making things clear again, do not feel surprised when someone say a humanitarian job is never done and do NOT blame the humanitarian group. I'm not asking any of you to blame the affectees either, since to be honest, they do have feelings and they've felt the need to live up to what they've lost. I can understand that perfectly. But please do not go thinking that the humanitarian groups are not doing a good job because it's true, sadly, that nothing can go back to normal, no matter how hard you try because sometimes people want too much of something to the point they forget the threshold of what they need.

Same thing goes for the city as well. My country. People whinge about shit and say shit about the management of the country. Now, lemme ask you this. Would you have done it better? Plus, isn't it time you move your ass and do something useful as opposed to sitting there and fighting for something that's not even your business. If you love your country, be nice to it. Don't cause war! Seriously, people should look at themselves before they go on rampage about blaming others. I am saying anyone's right here but I really hate it when people come up to me and say "O you're so lucky you've been abroad". Well, fuck you! I lived like a dog in Sydney and I lived like a king in Burma! The only reason that I wanna go back to Sydney is because I don't wanna hang around with loser lazy whingers like you guys around.

I love my country but people should shut up and just work!!!